Small Steps Day by Day

How to start writing this? Well, telling the truth, I failed again, and the picture represents my feelings right now. Every time I sin, I feel like I am in a place where I do not have an escape. I do not want to open my Bible because I know that the Lord will speak to me. I feel like I do not deserve anything, I do not deserve a Word from God. I don't want even to Say, father forgive me, because I do not deserve His forgiveness. I feel so sad and empty. Have you struggled with the same feeling as me? Please say "Yes", I do not want to feel that I am the only one with all these feelings.  The truth is that all those lies come  from the accuser, the one who does not want me to be together with my father. We have so many examples in the Bible. David sinned, he confessed his sin, received forgiveness from God, and knew God still loved him. When we confess a sin, we must believe that 'If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins a...

Have you ever taken the time to think about FAITH? Me too! Last month was one of the most difficult to me. Why? Because I decided "to live in Faith", and some of my decisions did not reflect what living in faith really means. To be honest, I still do not know what this means. I am still learning. I am making decisions, I am failing, I am trusting... and the list might continue. I want to share my story with you. Some time ago, I made a decision, I accepted the job of my dreams. The one that I was waiting for, the one that I was dreaming with. I thought this was the fulfillment of my calling. I filled my heart with excitement, and gratitude because I thought this was "an answer from God". Everything happened so fast that I did not make a stop and asked my Father what His will was. Yes, I know what you are thinking... Big mistake... Big Mistake... All my friends gave me advice on this perfect job, and my calling and that this was my opportunity to walk on the o...