I failed...one more time

How to start writing this? Well, telling the truth, I failed again, and the picture represents my feelings right now. Every time I sin, I feel like I am in a place where I do not have an escape. I do not want to open my Bible because I know that the Lord will speak to me. I feel like I do not deserve anything, I do not deserve a Word from God. I don't want even to Say, father forgive me, because I do not deserve His forgiveness. I feel so sad and empty. Have you struggled with the same feeling as me? Please say "Yes", I do not want to feel that I am the only one with all these feelings. 

The truth is that all those lies come  from the accuser, the one who does not want me to be together with my father. We have so many examples in the Bible. David sinned, he confessed his sin, received forgiveness from God, and knew God still loved him. When we confess a sin, we must believe that 'If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. ' 1 John 1:9.

So, here it is, my confession. And now, I go directly to read my Bible.